18 March 2013

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In life there are many challenges, there are many twists in the road. There are hundreds of directions and misdirection’s that can lead you in to the blinding wilderness. Everyone experiences heartbreak, to fix the pieces back together, for them to only break again. But when it breaks each time, it takes longer for it to be put back in place, for the intricate details of your heart and soul to be reconnected.

There are times in life when you have to ask yourself, “Just what is my purpose?” I know that I have questioned this far too many times for an eighteen, nearly nineteen year old girl. You see, I’ve often wondered why I was placed on this, sometimes magical and sometimes tragic, place we call home. I know that it’s a ‘journey’ and that we can be ‘anything’ we want to be. But really, can we? Mind over matter can only do so much before you have to stop yourself, realise you’re not fooling anyone, and reassess your position.

I find that a lot of the time my world is just like shouting in to the wind. I have all these dreams, aspirations, hopes. Yet no one hears them. I think that I even forget to listen to them from time to time. I like to listen and to take in the world. I love to love and feel it back. I need to see and be seen. Most importantly though, I have to realise my dreams and realise that, unlike the stars and moon, they’re not unreachable. Mind over matter can happen, just as long as you don’t mind about the things that do not matter. 

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